and i don't mean that in the sense of.. "you don't know what they're going through, so don't judge them." i've realized the past few months.. maybe this year.. that you can meet someone-a teacher, a friend, a guy- and you think you know them. you like their personality. you like how they treat others. you think they're funny. you trust them. you think you really know this person. then you realize they aren't who you thought they were. their actions have now constantly been in opposition to what you once thought of them. you're disappointed and feel let down. you don't know if they changed or if they've always been that way, but you wish they were who you thought they were... its been happening to me rapid fire lately. a teacher that i once looked up to as a role model has now let me see the real side of who she is. not the 'role model' i once thought of her as. my best friend, my ex, my other friends. i feel like i know someone and then i realize i don't know them at all. not that they've necessarily changed, but.. maybe i never knew them to begin with?

rascal flatts & kellie pickler concert tomorrow :)

updateeee..alll of these are how im feeling right noww..
pleasseee comment? make me feel better =]

i am nothing special, of this i am sure.i am a common
person with common thoughts, and i've led a common
life. there are no monuments dedicated to me, and my
name will soon be forgotten, but i have loved another
with all my heart and soul,and to me, this has always
`---»                                                                                   been enough
[ "the notebook" by nicholas sparks ]
rawrr_x1399





sometimes the problem isn't even there
anymore. sure, it was there, it was real,
but not anymore.   but you're too caught
up with all the pain and trying to make
things better,  to realize that there isn't
anything wrong now.you haven't given
the new day a chance.                                  </3




so here you are now, nowhere to turn, it's
just the same old yesterday. you made a
promise to yourself that you were never
gonna be this way. and the only thing
that you've ever know is to run. so you
keep on driving faster into the sun.
but everybody needs somebody sometimes.
-keith urban

and it's two bare feet on the dashboard, young
love in an old ford. cheap shades and a tattoo
and a yohoo bottle rollin' on the floorboard.
perfect song on the radio, sing a long cause
it's one we know. it's a smile, it's a kiss, it's a
sip of wine, it's summertime. sweet summertime.





don't believe him if he comes back
+ says he misses you. remember,
<||3       he chose not to be with you.

he turned around,looked right at me, and
said nothing, not even a small "hi." it was
as if the times we had spent together,    the
times i had spent loving him, just weren't
important. it was like it never happened

+ this is my goodbye to you. i will never
forget the way that you made me smile.

her eyes, that's where hope lies.