almost christmasss!

i wish i had someone special to spend this christmas with =/



 









& you've got a smile that
could light up this whole town.
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know baby
You belong with me, you belong with me

And it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always

sdfsdf

hmmm i'll probably update sometime later this week, if i get, lets say, 10 more comments? i don't normally do that, but i hardly get any.

p.s. visit my personal site! ask for it. :)

wow haven't update in forever...

it's unexplainable, this feeling. all i know
is that i only get it when i'm with you.


I dont pretend to know what love is for everyone, but i can tell you what it is for me.
Love is knowing all about someone, & still
wanting to be them more than any other person.
Love is trusting them enough to tell them
everything about yourself, including the things you may be ashamed of.
Love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone,  but still getting weak knees when they walk in a room and smile at you.
- the oc



"but this is my life. and i'm both happy and sad and i'm still trying to figure out how that can be."
the perks of being a wallflower.

i've found you find strength in your moments of weakness,
for once i'm at peace with myself.

"Change will not come if we wait for some other time.
We are the ones we've been waiting for. We are the
change that we seek."



i finally let you go, heal my heart.
and then, like clockwork...
...you always come back for more.



Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted.



It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on. And when you want to move on, but you're stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It's so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.



I don't know what it is about you, maybe it's the way nothing else matters when we're talking, or how you make me smile more than anyone else has. It could be the way that you say the exact right thing & exactly the right time but whatever it is, i just want you to know that it means everything to me.





i don't think anyone,
not even myself,
could understand how
after all this time..
i am STILL heartbroken.
<3M*

a little bit longer, & i'll be fine.

drop beats, not bombs;
make love, not war;
give hugs, not drugs;
break dance, not hearts.



every passing minute is a chance
to turn it all around.



When we wake up in the morning, we have two simple choices.
Go back to sleep and dream, or wake up and chase those dreams.
The choice is yours.. -Postsecretcommunity



Cheers to lost love and broken hearts and no matter what you can never fully forget it.
-Postsecretcommunity



You put on a good show but I'd be willing to bet that
you're suffering more than you let anyone see.
-Twilight


In everyone's past there is a love they can't
get over and a summer where it all began


In life we all have an unspeakable secret,
an irreversible regret, an unreachable dream and an unforgettable love.

i look at life through a lens.

ice cream & a dip in the pool :)